I have come down with a nasty case of homesickness. Medicine...Coors Light. Today is such a beautiful day, pristine blue skies, got to sleep in a little, husband and baby in tow, but I can't seem to truly enjoy it because I have this dull sadness knowing that home is out of reach. I know if I were sitting in Orlando right now I would be bored and hot and none of my friends or family would be around, but I still miss it. The beer is helping a little. It's so hard when you live your whole life in one place. It's like, now that I have a family, meaning husband and baby, THIS is the time I should be around those I love. I feel like I wasted all that time I could have moved away and sowed oats by staying at home. Now I want to be home and I am not. There is no choice in the matter, Alex's job is here. My life is here now. I love it here, most days. I need to suck it up and enjoy the rest of my day. Alex and the baby are napping. It's a great day. I need to snap out of it. SNAP BITCH SNAP.
Ok. I'm better. I think I just needed to vent a little.
Also, I watched The FIghter last night with Mark Wahlberg and Christian Bale. GOOD MOVIE! I see why it won so many awards.
Also, I go to church with the governor of Florida. Sup wit dat?
I feel better, really.