I feel like a poser. My blog is supposed to have 3 components; motherhood, music and beer. I have plenty of motherhood up in this mug. A lot of the time I am downing a beer while posting. Where is the music? I have a wall of sad, dusty guitars waiting to be played. My keyboard is M.I.A. My protools program crapped out almost two years ago. I bought a new blank music notebook that I have written one chord in...in the last year. To give myself a little slack, sometimes I write lyrics, but they never get put to chords. Most days I find myself watching music videos, vocal talent shows, or listening to new music on itunes...and I think "I can do that shit". I am such a poser though. When I started this blog I thought it would force me to make music, then I could share it with all of you. When Googs goes down for her nap, I always plan to make some music. I never do. Can I have a June-years resolution? I resolve to write a song...sometime....soon....maybe....when I have the time....oh what the F$#@....I am a poser. You heard it here. I am suckety suck suck. Where is all the inspiration and drive I had a couple of years ago? Gone. Gone with the wind. Poor Renee. Pity party time. Pity me people. PITY ME! I am making a vow, not of silence (that has gone on long enough), but I vow that I WILL compose a song, however shitty it may be, by the end of July. You think I won't do it? We'll see. YOU'LL see.
One more thing:
I love the group the Civil Wars. Cool shit.
My mom got me the summer playlist code from Starbucks and it's some good shit too.