Oct 11, 2010

Bittersweet Symphony

Sigh.
I started to write a long drawn out post about my weekend in NC for a friends wedding...but I erased it.  The title of this post says it all.  I spent about an hour crying on the drive home because of nostalgia; I missed hanging with the boys (my older brother's friends), I miss Matt's (the groom, my brothers best friend) inviting and laid back parents, who were almost my in-laws at one point, I was excited to meet the bride for the first time and her son Noah and share their wonderful farm life...and most of all, I was sad that we may never again, all of us, be together, especially on such a beautiful and joyous occasion.

Sigh.
I am getting sad just thinking about it.  I am so sentimental.  I love my life, but being at Glenreid Farm, on the most picture perfect October day, drinking a cold beer, hanging with great people, catching up, sharing our lives and our excitement for the new marriage...it just doesn't get any better.  I am so grateful for being a part of Matt and Megan's life.  I want to go back.  I want to uproot my little family and get a farm and bring everyone I love to it and live simply.

Sigh.

(pics will follow)

4 comments:

  1. Sending you a cyber HUG!
    Cherish a moment in your life, where you are right now, sometime today. No wishes, no regrets. Hold that feeling and invite it to replace your melancholy.

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  2. P.s I tagged you :)

    http://pablos-angel-new-kid.blogspot.com/2010/10/google-time.html

    Hazel xxx

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  3. i so can relate! whenever i go visit back home i wish i could just pick my current life up & take it there with me so that i could have both worlds in the same place. sigh...

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  4. Blog award :)

    http://pablos-angel-new-kid.blogspot.com/2010/10/thank-you.html

    Hazel xxx

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